One of the things that sometimes puts me off feeling kinky is my size. I feel lately that I’ve put on a lot of weight probably with comfort eating whilst we’ve been stressed with family goings on, the winter and my recent holiday.
People can actually say I look fine till they’re blue in the face, but if I don’t feel comfortable I don’t feel comfortable and that’s it. It’s an issue I need to have a better way of dealing with and I know that, but I think it’s probably quite common in women to sometimes not feel attractive and find the bits in photos that they don’t like too easily! So I know I’m not alone in this.
When I feel like that it’s really hard to want to do kink especially when a lot of the times Grimly likes to take photos and at those times having my photo taken is the absolute LAST thing that I want.
Having said that, I’ve gone I think past my ‘tipping point’ where I’ve realised what the scales say and have now started action to get back to the size I want…roughly the size I was five years ago LOL. So, lately I’ve rejoined a gym and also started a diet class. I’m just hoping its all enough to make a difference in time for BOUNDCON! Though, I’m feeling positive as I can see a difference to where I was last month 🙂
Though…some bondage gear just isn’t that flattering…some gear does make the wearer look like a balloon 😉
Although, breathing is slightly less possible when using a squeeze to breathe! It was quite a nice isolation experience but slightly weird!
Perhaps slightly less weird as inflatables go is the Studio Gum sleepsack…we tried it out a slightly different way with our friends Arthur_Dent & Cherry_Bakewell a few months ago by putting it upright and then adding some torments.
I think she looks rather lovely in it! This is part of a video which is now available to watch on Serious Images.