This girl has very mixed feelings about any sort of BDSM play involving her breasts and more specifically her nipples.
It’s a very long time ago now but this girl used to be pierced. (apologies to long-standing readers that may have heard some of this before) Her ex had wanted her to be pierced to ‘prove’ her submission to him and like a lot of men (and women) had the fantasy in his head that a slave should have nipple and labia piercings. This girl isn’t denying the fact that after coming round to the idea she became aroused by the symbolism of it also.
Going to the piercers was an experience in itself. Walking into a tattoo place in her home town and asking for THAT to be done. It was sort of embarrassing but quite erotic as well until she had a drink afterwards and nearly passed out! The piercing didn’t heal properly though and after a second attempt at her ex’s request it failed again. This girl thinks it’s mainly because the original piercing wasn’t very good and so even now she has a bit of scar tissue there to the point where she wouldn’t wish to attempt the process again.
Although her ex had sort of pushed her into getting pierced when she did this girl did quite like the feeling of permanent markings which led her to eventually get the tattoo which she got after things got serious and established with Grimly. Grimly would like her to get the septum piercing but this girl is quite happy to stick to the axsmar clip thank you very much!
Because of the time it took for the nipple piercings to heal it was a long time before this girl could use clamps and other nipple torture devices without feeling sick. There are times when she can still feel that way if it’s a hot day or if she’s in certain positions and the sensitivity there is still much more than it was before the piercings.
It’s a problem – Grimly likes clamps and other nipple torture such as electrodes there and this girl would be quite happy for the most part to leave it alone! Especially clamps! Maybe it’s because she has a bit of a complex about it that it freaks her out at certain times more than it should it’s like she gets in her head that it will hurt a lot so it hurts more. Nothing else bothers her as much really. At least not in a sort of almost sometimes freaked out way.
It doesn’t bother her if she’s already well immersed into a scene, or hooded so that she doesn’t notice it’s coming. Also, it’s still pain and she’s still a masochist so despite hating nipple play this girl really gets off on it. Despite really not wanting to!
Why is that – why do the most awful things cause the most delicious of reactions?
For the reason that this girl is a masochist she suggested to Grimly buying these nipple magnets. THEY FUCKING HURT!! Oh perhaps someone will come forward and say they don’t but this girl found them unbelievably painful. It is the closest thing she can compare to the feeling of the needle going through her nipple when she was pierced that she has experienced. The magnets are very strong and are unrelenting. It wasn’t erotic pain though it was just horrid! But despite that, with everything else that was happening it still turned her on, perhaps it wasn’t the pain that turned her on as such more perhaps the fear as to whether she could get him to remove them or not!
Interesting concept that….what is more erotic the pain or the sadist inflicting it.
Well can’t have one without the other 😉