Kinky Old fart asked :-
Now that you have been with Grimly for some time, and he is so good at coming up with ways to restrain you, do you still struggle with the restraints trying to get free, or do you know from experience that it is not possible so you don’t try? How about when pain is applied? Do you ever panic and really test the restraints?
The easiest answer to this question is simply, it depends 😉 Mostly really on what else Grimly is doing to this girl at the time.
If he is doing something that she doesn’t like for instance, using nipple clamps,then she might try to struggle. Despite much experience, nothing in her head really tells her not to bother, her body still tries it anyway. Despite the absolute uselessness of it most of the time.
There are sometimes when he will make something escapable, but difficult, or painful to escape, but those times are relatively few.
However, if Grimly is conducting a session that gets this girl spacy then she doesn’t generally try and get free. If she’s wearing a hood, or other type of mask, and electrics are involved then generally both her mind and body are on a totally different level and not thinking about escaping the pain.
Perhaps the best BDSM for this girl is the times when her body tries to test the restraints without her mind wanting it to…i.e. when she is being tortured so fiercely and so orgasmically that her body can’t help but spasm and wriggle but only as far as the restraints allow – which usually is not very far at all. There seems to be something very reassuring and also very erotic about that , about being right on that line between plain and pleasure and the mind being in heaven and the body being in sort of hell and unable to escape.
Essentially every session is different but this girl knows if he doesn’t want her to move then she won’t.
She never really panics during play, if she did there would be something wrong wouldn’t there?
There’s been the odd time when things haven’t been right, either perhaps too hot or cramp, or something else sort of taking her head away from the right space and perhaps in those situations she might get in a panic if he wasn’t good at reading the signs and adjusting things accordingly, but no, she doesn’t panic. Nope. She just gets left to stew 😉