This girl sometimes wonders about what is right to share. Whether its possible to write about too much here, whether by going on about it so much it loses some of magic by recording it for all to hear about, and also whether indeed she wants to share Grimly with the world at all!
Though of course, this girl doesn’t write about everything that happens. A lot remains private.
And, sometimes, its someone else’s turn to tell the story, which is why this girl hasn’t really much about Velvet’s visit, especially as Velvet has been doing a much better job of it!
You can read Velvet’s stories here, and whether there are more to come or whether the trick of brainwashing her into forgetting the rest of her ordeal has worked …well…who knows! *insert evil maniacal laughter*
Though of course, this girl is really NOT the evil one. In fact, this girl came to the realisation some time ago that she is not remotely dominant, after having played in the past with two incredibly submissive people and it not lasting it suggests that it really wasn’t her for the long term. Though of course, it was extremely good fun at the time. Once this girl met Grimly, that was it really, any domme in her was gone, or, at least for the forseeable future. Topping of course – is another thing entirely – its always possible to do the physical stuff its just getting into the headspace and mentality – this girl can’t do that from the other way around. She’s too used to what she is with Grimly to try and be something else, perhaps one too many mindfucks eh lol.
Anyway, having someone else there for him to torment was fun, although weird in a way to watch how someone else reacts or doesn’t react to the same things as this girl is very much used to having inflicted on her. In fact, it makes this girl possibly appreciate even more just how hard his job is to keep alert and keep things interesting, and thats harder when you don’t know how your victim will necessarily react.
Sometimes what Grimly does is a bit like putting on a show. A spectacular one at that. It’s fun, it’s entertaining and it’s a good way of realising the fantasy. At least for this girl anyway.
Sometimes this girl feels a bit the same about the blog, like its an effort to make it interesting, to make people intrigued enough by it, but at the same time keeping a bit of mystery. There possibly isn’t an awful lot of mystery..apart from the secret identity thing but then writing stuff about work and stuff like that just isn’t appropriate for a blog with this sort of content. Someone asked the other day when this girl might share a face picture. She has done it ,in the past, and if you’re a long time reader you’ll have seen. But, given the amount of people that can now come across these writings through a variety of outlets – its not something this girl is prepared to share again – unless its with someone she’s planning to meet or something like that.
As far as bondage pictures that show expression – only Grimly is entitled to that…and really….when this girl is stressed out and tortured …it’s not pretty!!
This girl shares what she feels able to, and nothing more than that. It gets irritating when she comes across people that copy her pictures onto other sites and things without crediting it too, its like stealing her kink, stealing what she’s been generous enough to show, and for that reason, face pictures are staying off.
As for sharing him, its fun sometimes to let other people experience this madness and this insanity. Though, its just as well he’s not into the ‘third’ thing or any of that poly stuff because this girl just couldnt handle that, lending his skills for a few hours or a few days is fine on a random basis and fun to have a bit of variety, but having someone come into the relationship on a permanent basis – no chance! It would be a deal-breaker.
This girl is happy to share bits of her BDSM, but not her man, and not her whole life. Just the crazy bits, just the bits you might be interested in.
In this picture, this girl shared oxygen. By a local contact, Grimly managed to get hold of an oxygen canister and had it rigged up with tubing to each gas mask here so that the air supply had to be shared. Breath play is very erotic to begin with anyway, so having someone also in a bound tormented position gasping at that same air supply….amazing.
And straight jackets are pretty hot aren’t they? And …pretty fitting…all things considered 😉