Sitting pretty

It’s been a while since Grimly has played with this girl in  the ‘chair’ but a couple of weeks back he decided to rig it up and give her a ride! She’d also got new ballet shoes and also a new latex hood with smoky face to try out so why not combine a few bits and pieces?

The chair is often referred to as a dentist -chair however really its not, Grimly has researched it and apparently the design was originally used for day surgery. Grimly however uses it for brainwashing, torture and elaborate sadistic genius. Not, probably what was originally intended but fun all the same!

For readers who haven’t read about it on older posts, the chair  has built in restraints, built in electrodes to allow remote connection to the ET312 electrical box, built in air supply and vacuum. Oh and a fuck machine ;)

Grimly has built different masks that can be used in combination with the chair including one specifically for brainwashing (with flashing led lights), one that allows the wearer to see themselves through video, and others that are just blacked out. Though its an evolving process. At the moment a friend of this girl and Grimly is working on hardware that enables the video in the video mask to do different special effects such as pixelating , time delay and different colour effects but more on that later – its still currently in R&D!

This time however, Grimly’s concentration was on the vacuum rigged up to her breast cups, and then he used vaginal electrodes to add further stimulation and also combined that with breath play and a blindfold to ensure this girl’s mind was just focussed on what he wanted it to be focussed on.

Whilst there are of course a limited number of configurations that are possible with the chair its usual that each time will still be slightly different since it depends on what equipment is used, what mood this girl is in, what she might be wearing (or not), how long it goes on for, the intensity, all sorts of variables that lead to different effects.

On this occasion particularly this girl felt very different at the end of the session to what she did at the start. Initially the vacuum on the breasts was very painful and it felt as though they were being sucked off but gradually as she became almost hypnotised with her own rhythmic and controlled breathing through the mask the suction felt more pleasurable, well you know, pleasurable pain rather than painful pain and she didn’t want it to stop! Its funny how when other things are added that things which hurt become more manageable and even desirable.

Obviously other things Grimly was doing to her also added to the experience so perhaps its not that unusual;)

Outstanding in the field

So these pictures are pretty much the last set this girl has not yet used from her honeymoon with Grimly. Spreading out the pictures over nine months has made the honeymoon feel as though it’s lasted a little longer and this girl has achieved her aim of spreading the pictures out until some of her friends she spent her honeymoon with arrived in the UK!

When she was in Vancouver Island at Cederbrae, she met steel engineer, Henry, who is now staying with her and Grimly in Scotland till mid week when JG Leathers and his wife arrive for onward travel to meet up with other friends down south for a sort of holiday and tour around the UK.  This girl and Grimly just took Henry to one of the local munches where he showed off some of his steel work however the stand pictured was much too large for the flight over!

It’s good actually that this girl and Grimly now have company because it means Grimly can STOP work on the playroom temporarily and chill out a little. He has been working so very hard. The place is nearly finished though, there still needs to be a floor covering laid and all the equipment put in place and a few more coats of paint but the building work has pretty much been all done.

It’s really good having so many friends that have engineering and creative skills to get ideas from and help. This girl has been inspired a lot by Henry’s designs and also that of JG Leathers, and Grimly , well he is inspired by pretty much everything!

This type of stand is perhaps too large for the playroom but it does have similarities with the subby stand Grimly built a few years ago which could be modified in a few similar (but smaller) ways. The stand is a sort of J saddle shape so it’s not majorly uncomfortable but it does feel odd! Though that’s the point of bondage perhaps ;) The stand Henry made can  actually now rotate too, amongst other interesting developments for which you might need to use your imagination. Yes. THOSE sorts of developments!

This girl has always liked the idea of bondage for immobile display, being exposed, and unable to do anything to prevent what might happen next. Though having her feet off the ground is quite an unusual sensation, especially when it’s not because of suspension. Unfortunately there are just too many vanilla things to bring her back down to earth so it’s just one of those things that needs to be enjoyed during the moment of sensational escapism :)

Templates for torture

This girl has been following the blog of the fetish leather crafter for a while now. His designs are amazing and his patterns and detailed descriptions of how designs and brought to life has inspired this girl a lot to have a go at making her own sewn leather work, and is also hoping that he’ll do a project for her too sometime :)

Anyway, this girl has not got very far with her own development in this. She’s got as far as getting hold of a sewing machine, and working out how to thread the damn thing but that is about it! Part of the problem also is that Grimly doesn’t have any leather at the moment for her to practice on but hopefully when this girl and Grimly go to England next they’ll get chance to drop by the place where the leather is bought and get enough to keep Grimly going for a while. She really should start practising with actual normal material though, there’s no excuse for that other than the many time restraints she has at the moment due to the wedding plans and trying to fit in weekends of torture here and there ;)

She does have her first project though. Recently she had tried Captive Kink’s open breasted bolero strait jacket which from the stockroom costs around $465 . Way over priced. Grimly picked up the one shown  in the picture below for around £25. It is not real leather however, it is some sort of leather-look material and is a sort of bluey-ish colour.  This girl is therefore hoping to eventually get round to cutting this up and using it as a template to make one out of proper leather. It shouldn’t be hard right it’s just the shoulders, sleeves and a few straps? Hmmm….check back here in about 5 years to see if she has managed it lol.

This girl is really wanting to learn how to make things such as armbinders, straitjackets and bondage suits. One of the main things that attracted her to Grimly was his ability to make his own equipment. Most of Grimly’s equipment is either riveted leather, metal or wood, he says sewing is for girls lol. Of course its important to remember everybody has to start someone. This girl is only 30 so there is plenty of time to develop her skills. In a way that something that she’s very thankful for at least she found out about this aspect of her interests and fantasies with still enough time to explore it to the full.

On another note, Grimly and this girl’s friend, the boot fetishist is in the process of making her a latex butterfly jacket – similar to the leathercrafter’s designs but in latex – so watch this space for that :)

Watching it happen

A few posts back this girl started mentioning the various attachments for Grimly’s dentist chair. In additon to the capabilities for ‘brainwashing’ and hypnotherapy the chair also has a built in entertainment package. Whether that is Grimly’s entertainment or this girl’s is debateable of course! This session continued very soon after her last brainwashing session so as you can imagine her body and mind were both feeling open to the power of suggestion and other things!

The pictures shown show a similar rig up to before – latex, and lots of bondage. The breast cups this time are not electric and ‘only’ suction. Though to this girl the feeling of suction on already electrocuted nipples feels just the same as if they were still being electrocuted anyway.

The mask is a similar idea to the brainwashing mask, or at least, was originally. It was once a similar style gas mask and Grimly has modified it so that the respirator can still be used for breath play and also video goggles have been fitted so that this girl can see whatever media he chooses to input. So far this has mainly been live video of her being tortured herself, though he could play anything AV into there, images from the computer, a dvd, maybe even a previous recording of another session if he so chose or live feed but with a lag. There are lots of possibilities still to be explored. Again, the mask also has a built in microphone so that Grimly can hear what she is communicating via his headset and she has earphones too so that she can hear him. Perhaps it may all seem a bit overkill for playing together in the same room but if it’s possible why not do it? Besides it adds to the fantasy of feeling abandoned and yet with the realisation of being totally monitored and controlled.

On this occasion, Grimly also added the fuck machine attachment. This is the second fuck machine he has made and more portable and versatile than the first one, which was very violent and could really only be used if this girl was strapped to the floor since it’s shaft (the part before the actual vibrator that is) was way too long to be used in any other way. This little fuck machine can be mounted on the chair, on the medical bed and also on the stockade thing he built last year (the post for this is around jan 09 if you’re interested).

So, this set up allowed for this girl to watch herself being fucked. If you can try and imagine looking down the eye piece of the camera then that is exactly what this girl would be seeing through her mask. It is a very odd experience to watch yourself, from the equivalent of another perspective. whether its whilst being fucked by a machine or really whether anything else is happening as well.

It is a very out of body almost hypnotic experience since whilst it feels like you are watching something on the TV and not yourself, you can feel the sensations and know that whilst it feels like being in some strange fantasy world it is actually very real and very here and now.  The video camera can be quite strange in that the zoom features can be used so things aren’t necessarily in proportion either. Imagine feeling as though you are sat in front of a huge tv with a close up of certain parts of your body in front of you which are being cruelly tormented. Maybe for some people that would be like some sort of twisted horror film but for this girl there is the possibility for her head to feel as though it is in a totally different dimension which is a happy orgasmic place.

Watching the fuck machine is a bit hypnotic actually, being mesmerised by staring at the dildo going in and out repeatedly and having to cope with the sight of that together with  the feel of everything else such as the sensations to other parts of the body, the effects of restricting breathing or possibly the added stimulation of poppers. Sometimes when Grimly adds something else to the session such as that or as he goes to change the speed of the fuck machine he lets this girl see it coming to keep her on edge so that she can anticipate just a tiny bit before it happens. Quite often seeing what’s coming puts an odd twist on things because she can either fear it or desire it whilst knowing that it’s going to happen anyway!

The fuck machine is a rather erotic torture because there is something about being fucked by a machine controlled by your partner that is just so amazing. Perhaps for this girl it is knowing that it is a fuck machine Grimly has made and that he can make it go on and on and on and he can choose whether or not to let her orgasm or not since he controls that too.  The machine can go on forever (or until it overheats) whereas there gets to a point where this girl feels as though she cannot orgasm anymore without it being a torment and she will beg him to stop, all the while watching what he is doing, maybe watching his expression and knowing from that there’s no chance that anything is going to happen unless he wants it to.

His steely determination

Grimly has wanted to get this girl a steel chastity belt for a long time. He has threatened it and threatened it, and finally it is here. This has perhaps been expedited slightly by the fact of some friends asking him to design something special and different for them and Grimly requiring a victim for the prototype. Oh yes, with friends like that…who needs…..

Well anyway, he has now made it.  He has made this girl belts before, out of aluminium and other metals. But this one is proper stainless steel. It won’t  rust or tarnish, break or cut. In fact, it won’t do anything apart from look pretty and shiny and unbreakable. It all seems a bit overkill for the simple task of locking away the cunt of a girl who is very much a one man woman. But then, that man we are taking about is Grimly. A loveable control freak. lol.

Though thing is, it’s not even as simple as just locking away sexual organs. It doesn’t just make sex impossible. It makes NOT being sexually stimulated  impossible, and highly frustrating!

To date, there are also three remote control devices. One for a remote control electric vaginal dildo (which can be used together with an inhibitor bar), one for remote control prongs that sit just above the clit and one for a bullet vibrator. So far ;) Something tells this girl it’s not finished yet lol.

Anyway, there’s no denying it looks pretty impressive. And terrifying.  This girl has said quite a few other times that she has mixed feelings about chastity. Though it’s one of his main fantasies. So there’s not really any getting out of it.

This girl never really thought she would be sexually controlled by someone, at ALL , let alone to this extent. In fact, if she hadn’t met Grimly she might have been like a lot of other people that just get what they get from sex, and hope for the best that there might be an orgasm somewhere along the line. Not so with him. Being controlled in that manner, having her fantasies directed by him, makes every orgasm this girl has more intense, and each one is a bit of a subliminal reminder that he’s in charge. It sort of makes her hate her body for bending to him so easily, but it feels amazing!

When he puts her in chastity, sexually things are even more heightened. Especially if there is other stimulation going on, like from the extras on the chastity belt or if he is doing things outwith that. It sort of feels a bit like an explosion simmering.

Grimly is determined that this girl will spend longer in chastity. The idea terrifies her. Though there is a bit of curiosity there as well, and a bit of fear too. It is sort of scary actually of how good being controlled by someone else can feel…especially when you know they want to do it because it’s their fantasy – and yours.

Though….the thing this girl will always like most about  any chastity device he puts on her…

is when he takes it off! THAT is not going to change, despite how she might feel about it the rest of the time!

Craving torment?

Pictures – the control/chastity belt with built in electrics and also pictures in the dentist chair with the electro vac torture bra!

the torment belt- chastity, electrics and sexual arousal……what led to here?

A craving for torment -and for torture, is sort of what led this girl to Grimly in the first place. A lot of her fantasies were based on medieval torture, interrogation, and generally erotic pain. Her introduction to BDSM led her to begin exploring pain for pleasure and yet it didn’t seem to go in the direction she had thought until after he appeared.

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This girl in chains

Picture – this girl in chains

Grimly bought a welder for himself in the new year, and so since then has produced quite a lot of steel restraints and devices.

You can see some of them on the wall in the picture, and, given how much this equipment would have cost to buy the welder has now very easily paid for itself several times over.

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Bra of torture?

Picture – electro vac torture bra & video mask

Following on from the previous post……Germaine Greer once stated that bras were a ‘ridiculous invention’ and her contemporaries in the 1960s are remembered for creating a “Freedom Trash Can” and filling it with their bras, high-heeled shoes, makeup, corsets, magazines, and other items thought to be “instruments of torture” and items that enforced femininity. It was not, apparently, set on fire, though the bra burning imagery is something we associate with feminism.

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Hanging around

Picture – horizontal suspension

The other day this girl’s Master tried out his new suspension frame on her. This girl had not tried horizontal suspension before (unless you count supported in a leather sling) so this was kind of different. It felt quite disorientating to be hanging like that and a little spacy. Its the type of play really where trust comes a lot into it.

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