Treatment and therapy

Medical play is something this girl enjoys quite a lot to varying degrees. The entire playroom is sort of based on being sort of half clinic/half dungeon instead of being some sort of gothy torture chamber. Not that gothy torture chambers are bad…they’re not…but so many people who have purpose rooms for their kink have dark colours - blacks and reds…so Grimly and this girl are just different, and having a white background helps show off his creations!

And then…well, there’s the Doctor. Ok. So its just Grimly but a bit more sadistic, a bit darker and in a white shirt acting out some weird twisted role play! But at this girl’s age its more believable than teacher/student roleplay, and of course, whilst its happening it all feels totally believable.

The Doctor was sort of born out of a need for this girl to undergo a sort of therapy to become more comfortable with her submissive self through brainwashing,electro-shock torture and all other forms of delicious deviousness and it seems to have helped combined with so many other factors that have helped her along the way.

Ok, some people think BDSM is some sort of pathological illness, madness,psychological disturbance,a mental disorder requiring treatment.

Maybe it can be, if you are not in control of it. But, the great majority of us *are*, and this girl certainly knows her own mind well enough to know how she does it is healthy enough. Certainly though it is an addiction. This girl certainly undergoes a great deal of treatment and suffering in the name of kink but its not really helping curing the addiction, or the obsession but deepening it. But, gosh, she is so okay with that. If she started to lose herself from it, if she felt all there was to her was the physical pleasures of masochism and the psychological kicks of submission…then thats when she would be in danger.

So whilst in a lot of respects she’s a guinea pig in his clinic - she’s a guinea pig that can squeak up for herself and give the feedback that’s needed for him to know he’s taking it all in the right direction.

Therapy? BDSM itself is a sort of therapy. It makes all the shit in life sort of disappear temporarily as you indulge yourself in fantasy. It’s a form of relief. This girl doesnt mean relief in the way that masturbation is relief. Its so much more than that and fulfilling on more than just an animal level. Though the animal level is good!

It’s just really for whatever weird twisted reason what she needs. Part of her.

This girl is not to sure about the whole born submissive thing. She wasnt born submissive. She was born kicking and screaming. She’s still screaming, though of course it sounds completely different!

Nurture. Dunno about that either. Something makes us like this. When this girl hears the word nurture she thinks of some green fingered dude in a greenhouse gradually watering a plant and giving it light day in day out looking after it waiting for it to flower. She thinks submission can maybe be like that once you are with someone who cares enough for you to turn out as you will and just sort of nudge here are there…but to think its something that occurs gradually over a lifetime…don’t know about that. It’s hard to say though of course ‘i wasnt submissive when i was 19′ but i was when i was 20′ its not so easy to work out as that. It sort of creeps up. Its not because of someone nurturing you, or ‘grooming’ you into it. Its through choice, and it kind of just sort of comes about without you realising what the fuck it is you yourself are all about.

What happens once you’ve made that choice and put yourself in the hands of some sort of devious git is another story entirely!

So this maybe too much psychoanalysis for one night.

Freud said that the tendency to inflict and receive pain during sex

“the most common and important of all perversions” [Freud [1905]

Which, kind of makes more sense than his views regarding Oedipus!

So,all in all we’re NOT really mental. We’re just showing that we’re comfortable with living our kinks.

And of course, aside from the fantasy of erotic treatment medical play has so many interesting possibilities including electrics,enemas,brainwashing,suction….all sorts of things.

You’ll see in the pictures that this girl can sort of be a psychopathic nurse herself….

Should you wish to apply for some treatment….visit here. Kinda helps if you’re in the Uk. This is Grimly & this girl’s profile for saying ‘wanna come and see what we’ve got and have a go’ we’re NOT looking for sex, or other subbies or any of the rest of that whole ‘3rd fantasy’. Just a bit of showing off! No doubt there’ll be hardly anyone that’s ever brave enough to think about it!